no .i din go clubbing

its 12:47 am , January one , of 2011 .

i bet its going to take me at least a week to write 2011 correctly , instead of 2010 in the date column .
just for one simple reason that 2010 had been great for me.
for starters i got to know a lot of people .
people who talk and make sense.
people who want to create a difference in this world ,
people who have created a difference in this world ,seriously !
people who inspire ,
people who irritate ,plastics and people who are made in china (if you know what i mean).



what have I done REMARKABLY in the year 2010 ?
nothing that would change this world ,
nothing new i can claim that i am excellent in .
honestly i had been very inactive .



so what am i going to do about it ?
well i made a plan ,
i wrote a list ,a long list of things that i want to do and achieve in this new year
and by every month , i am going to make sure that i get a tick mark next to everything in that list .
one by one .
this process is going to be honest , and with sheer dedication just for one simple reason that the world has no time for losers.


i of course am not going to disclose what my list contains ,
take it from me ,it doesn have anything like
" i should put on some meat"
"i should become a mommy"
"and then i should get married " and horse shit.

but
its genuine ,
its attainable ,
it requires some sacrifice ,
it requires absolute dedication ,
it requires effort,
it requires strength ,
it requires knowledge.

and this year ,
i AM going to make a difference, if not to the whole wide world , at least to my world .
i am .
i will.
i bet.





2011 !
you better be nice to me , else i am going to make you be so .